...beba love...

well, it's been over two months since i've updated. but let me make one thing clear, just because i've been bad at blogging doesn't mean i don't love my beba. :)

i often wish that i was a better communicator. sometimes you can't shut me up, and other times getting more than two words out of me is like pulling teeth. what can i say? it's a flaw. but more than anything, my lack of blogging can be attributed to the prego brain alien that has rendered me one part brain-dead mixed with one part non-stop nester...topped with two parts nervous nelly. and certainly, you don't want to hear about my first time mom anxieties day in and day out...that's what my fellow prego and cubicle mate jenna is for. she's been the one to hear about every ache and pain, rational and irrational thought, and many times the TMI that rolls off my tongue before i can stop it [i mean, does she really need to know the exact spot of each and EVERY one of my stretch marks???].

anyways, i'm going to focus on the joys of these last two months. here are some stellar highlights:

the house remodel. in may, we were fortunate enough to get new floors and a few other things in the place we are renting. it's 2 bedrooms, 1 bath and we're planning on staying another year before [hopefully] moving into a bigger place. our landlord was generous enough to revamp the place before beba arrives [without raising the rent - yeeeaaah!]. the good news: we got new floors, a new bathroom, new oven, microwave, and a dishwasher installed!!! the bad news: we were displaced on SHORT notice for a good 3 weeks, and our not-so-favorite contractor lurked about for another 2 or 3 weeks after that.

mom and me in the revamped kitchen.

beba's room! after the new stuff was put in, we figured it was a great time to get to work on beba's room. we had to switch our rooms - we moved into the bigger room so we could keep drew's office in with us, and beba will be in the smaller room. the catch - beba's room has the [much] bigger closet so it required some major purging on our part. fortunately, my mom was in town and she was the biggest blessing ever as she helped us shake and shuffle and reorganize all of our stuff. beba's room is still a work in progress...drew's been on the phone with PB Kids about 8 times a day trying to get them to own a mistake they made with the floor model crib we bought [newsflash - as i am writing this he just called to say they're sending us a BRAND NEW crib]...and yaya and papa bought us an amazing chair on craigslist for $115 only to get quotes that it's going to be $500 to recover [not including the fabric]. uhhh, i'm pretty sure we could have bought a brand new one for way less than that! :) all that being said, at this point, beba has no [finished] place to lay her sweet head so it's a good thing we still have over a month to go!

dillan is here! on thursday, june 4 our wonderful nephew dillan davis olson was born. and what a great little guy he is...i tear up just thinking about the amazing addition he is to the davis/olson fam. i was fortunate enough to be in with kim during his birth, and it honestly was one of the coolest experiences. i was so thankful to see a birth and be able to prepare myself for what's to come...and of course the fact that it was dillan's birth made it all the more special! kim and dust are making a great transition into parenthood, and drew and i can't wait to have beba here so we can join in the fun!



celebration! my mom came out in june, and not only did she go above and beyond to help us with our house, but she threw me a family shower up in orange county with the help of my aunts and grammy. it was [of course!!!] beautiful down to every detail - boxed lunches, unreal flowers, sweet touches. i love when both sides of the family are able to get together...add in crystal, whit, kim, dillan, leslie williams and her daughter havilah, and it was quite the group of special people! and the fact that they were there to celebrate beba was amazing...once again, tears. :) beba was blessed with many gifts some of which took hours and hours for people to make. my mom made some sweet shirts and outfits, my aunt adrian made her a beautiful quilt, and my cousin sandra gave beba a bucketful of homemade outfits and blankets. i hope beba gets their crafty skills...everything was so awesome!





daddy. oh man, more tears. i couldn't be more fortunate to have the husband that i do. he's working hard at both of his jobs. he's working hard around the house. and he's working hard to keep me happy! the demands of his jobs are nothing compared to the demands of his emotional wife who's carrying a few too many pounds and expects a 30 minute massage/tickle each and every night [along with very deep, meaningful conversation]. i'm madly in love with him, and i can't wait for beba to know and love her daddy. he's going to be amazing with her. he's certainly amazing with me.

drew practicing his soothing skills on dillan. so cute.


changes. and now to the joyous part of all my body changes. weeeelll, we don't need to get into the nitty gritty, but suffice it to say, while i am not quite ready to meet our little girl, i am DEFINITELY ready to not be pregnant anymore. my bras don't fit [in fact today i actually left work so that i could go home and change out of one...it was literally suffocating me!]. i am carrying straight out and LOW, so low that i had a week of being convinced that i was on the verge of pre-term labor...and i'm not joking either. that combined with a few other disconcerting symptoms sent me down to labor/delivery a couple of weeks ago. fortunately, i'm all sealed up, and beba is still cooking away [for now]. she rocks and rolls, and i love knowing that there is a small body and soul inside...such a miracle! so i deal with the back aches, pressure, and turning from side to side 80 times a night...hey, it's nothing that any other mommy to be doesn't have to handle!

ultrasound at 30 weeks. that's a white belly!

upcoming fun. we'll hit the six weeks and counting mark on thursday, and there is some great fun happening between now and beba's birth. i have a few showers coming up in mid-july. i just love when friends and family get together to celebrate life's beautiful seasons. beba is going to be surrounded by so much love, and we are truly blessed to have such quality people in our lives.
also, i go on maternity leave a week from tomorrow! really anyone who has ever met me knows i've pretty much been waiting my whole life for this. i absolutely love the people i work with and i am so thankful for my year and a half at north coast calvary. but not having to work [for how long, who knows?] is a dream!!! and i plan on eating up every day between now and her birth. the goal is to not be as white as the hospital bed sheets upon checking in for delivery. i know every inch of me will be seen by random people, and while that is heinous enough, there is no need to blind them unnecessarily with pasty, vampire skin.

so there it is. the scoop. the goal of course is to break my updates down into bite sized pieces, but i appreciate you sticking it out through this loooong update. you must really love beba. :) and like i said earlier, sometimes you just can't shut me up...